public speaking is great, LOVE IT, everyone is pretty chill and i made a friend :)
english will not beat my ass this time, i’m gonna pass with flying colors this time idc.
i’m done failing, from this moment on i will own my college experience. i have full faith in myself that i will pass all of my classes from here on out with no issue.
gonna do my homework at the library and bake muffins tonight!! hopefully i’ll be done by 10 so i can get some sleep before work tomorrow.
xoxo,
viv <3
yeah so, finished the show last night, liked no one by the end of it but boy was i hookedπ»
watched kerry washington and tony goldwyn’s actors on actors interview earlier and heard about imperfect women, started a free trial for apple tv on amazon prime IMMEDIATELY.
idk what it is about kerry washington but i support her characters no matter what. like her character eleanor has BUZZY tension with her bffs husband and i need them to kiss rn.
news:
flicks:
π: spiderman: brand new day (2026)
π: despicable me (2010)
π: the phantom of the opera (2004)
π: jumping the broom (2011)
π: teeth (2007)
π: perfect blue (1997)
π: the secret of kells (2009)
art:
ππ: bubbly_washing_machine i love all of their eah and mh fanart
ππ: jaymckoyy his art style is everything!!
ππ: _the_crow_lady_ i absolutely adore her oc's and the way she portrays their love :)
vids:
★: "why is there no lesbian grindr?" - bittnia
★: "the racists don't know how to critique the odyssey" - siobhan brier aguilar
★: "the last time black girls were able to be normal" - the coloring room
★: "moonlight still makes a gangsta cry" - zane parker
★: "everyone is hot but no one is attractive anymore" - lani's lens
★: "the tragic stories behind the internet's most iconic black memes | BFTV" - black femininity tv
★: "the covey, color, ballads, & beyond: mountain music and oral tradition in district 12" - dovemakes (one of my fav youtube vids ever)
i started my period two days early. normally, i would be devastated and complain to my friends about how my week was ruined, but i’ve taken a step back and confronted these initial negative feelings because i've been trying genuinely love my period. i feel grateful that my body is working and cycling out what doesn’t serve me. i have PCOS, so i have a particularly hard time when i'm on my period, but i’m trying to have a different mindset when it comes to menstruating. i think it’s a beautiful cycle and not that having a period equates to femininity, but for me personally it makes me feel more feminine than i would usually. there’s something beautiful in the way the bodies of people who have periods work, and i wish that they weren’t so demonized. periods should be seen as symbols of renewal and strength, not as something shameful and disgusting as they’re often depicted in western culture. i've asked people in my life who go through the cycle of menstruation to share some things with me and i plan on writing an essay about it and making that the first one i post here!!
david jonsson as the new black panther and kit connor as cyclops!! i am so UP. i know doomsday is gonna be cheeks but i'm so excited to see them both in bigger roles nonetheless. i've been a big fan of david since the long walk and went back and watched a few of his movies (rye lane is my fav!!) so i'm really excited for him to be in such a big role so people can see how talented he is :)
praying for kit, though... seeing the way people were talking about cooper hoffman, i can only hope they'll be nicer to kit, but i doubt it. i haven't seen him in anything other than heartstopper and a few clips from his romeo and juliet show he did with rachel zeigler, but i'm sure he'll do really well as cyclops!!
trying to reduce my phone addiction and only use my phone when i'm not home and for phone calls. told my friends to start cold calling me if they wanna talk to me and i get two hours a day on tiktok & instagram. hopefully my plan works and i don't use my phone as much!!
finally committing to a jigsaw puzzle i've had for like 3 years T-T, im determined to finish it this time. trying to get back into my hobbies rather than doomscrolling all day. and i've been watching shows on full screen, not minimizing the screen while i play a game or scroll which sounds pathetic and lame but my adhd brain likes the dual stimulation </3. okay gonna fall asleep with my friend who we'll call sweety pie, goodnight chat <3.
xoxo,
viv <3
my tummy hurts but i ate things i shouldn’t have so i did this to myself </3
maryland trip cut short because of uninhabitable situations and a ocd spiral BUT we’re still up cause 5sos is soon!! ( ^_^)
starting a workout program soon and im so hype for it!! very excited about school starting too, especially since im on meds now. i will have NO set backs and i will pass and excell in all of my classes, mark my words. π€
really need to lock in for my birthday party, i haven’t even booked the place yet #stressed. i really have to save up for it omg, and just in general. after this 5sos concert im not doing ANYTHING. everyone is getting ONE present for christmas and that’s it, i need to get my money up and if that means sacrificing my humor then so be it. it’s getting serious.
okay, picking up my sister so update over.
xoxo,
viv <3
public speaking is great, LOVE IT, everyone is pretty chill and i made a friend :) english will not beat my ass this time, i’m gonna pass wi...
