Friday

mood: jealous & geriatric

​i hate that i haven’t had the experience of a crush who could actually like me back or my first relationship yet. being 20 and having no romantic experiences makes me feel like spongebob when he had bad breath and thought everyone hated him cause he was ugly. and it would be tolerable if i at LEAST had the option to be out and try to meet other lesbians but i can’t. i feel stuck, lame, and old.

Wednesday

#1

news:

ᯓ➤ updates on the autopsy of nolan wells (@attorneycrump on instagram)

ᯓ➤ the drowning of daniel erving (@theblackbeltdaily on instagram)

ᯓ➤ dr. ali in gaza; the hardships doctors are facing on the ground during the ongoing genocide in palestine (@gazandoctors on instagram)

ᯓ➤ "the house passing the ndaa with section 224 and SAVE act bundled in" (@_meganthuy on instagram) 

ᯓ➤ cyclospora updates (cdc & @rubin_allergy  on instagram)

ofc do your own research and make sure to check sources if you're getting your information from 3rd parties. i also advise that you follow those directly impacted by things going on around the world; there's no better source than those on the ground who are actively experiencing and being affected by what's going on. 


tunes:

♬: candyland! - natanya

♬: dance, dance - fall out boy

♬: cupid - alexandra savior

♬: enchantment - corinne bailey rae

♬: maggots for brains - olivia rodrigo

♬: what about us?  - brandy

♬: can't get enuff - ephraim 

flicks: 

🎞: the secret garden (1998)

🎞: the bee movie (2007)

🎞:the phantom of the opera (2004)

🎞: but im a cheerleader (2000)

🎞: clue (1985)

🎞: labyrinth (1986)

🎞: face/off (1997)


vids: 

★ the doll diaries: entry #1 - drea jean


★ "being a latebloomer sucks sometimes" - triannatv

★ "a man named pearl" - susiefilms

★ "the pony screams tomorrow" - butterflygirl animations

★ "the feminine nature of computers" - final girl digital 

★ "i made every food from howl's moving castle" - doreimani

★ "what makes an 'accurate' translation of the odyssey? | emily wilson discussion" - meredith novaco

little over a day late, sorry chat. i think i like this layout though!! i may add a few different things next week <3

Tuesday

ᓚ₍⑅^- .-^₎ -ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁


hair appointment tomorrow morning and i've only blow-dried half of my head. my bathtoom is a mess, my arms feel like they're gonna fall off, i keep accidentally turning my blow dryer off, and my tummy hurts. it's times like these that make me think about going bald :|

anyway, goodnight!!

xoxo,

viv <3

gonna try a new thing where i post what i've been listening to, news stories i've kept up with, things i've done, what i've watched, and what i've read during the week!! i wanna post them on saturdays but i'll be out and about this weekend so i'll probably post the first one tomorrow or thursday. hopefully i can find a way to have multiple posts under a page so these wrap ups can have their own section on my blog, same with my essays when i get around to writing them lol.

xoxo,

viv <3

Saturday

:(

 happy birthday haymitch abernathy.

xoxo,

viv <3

s1 rory type shit


about to apply for fall semester classes, i pray to whoever is out there in the universe that i pass these classes with flying colors, i will be on my academic grind again this semester TRUST. i think im gonna do english and public speaking to ease myself back into things, i think those classes will be manageable to do while im working too. gotta tap into my inner s1 rory again. 

xoxo, 

viv <3


ow :|

been hitting the gym recently, trying to lose weight and tone up so i can get my breast reduction surgery before saturn's wedding next may, my legs H U R T. gonna try to stay consistent though, i need to get healthy for me too, not just her wedding. fyi keifer is gross as hell, dont try that mess. love greek yogurt though :) i guess i'll post gym updates on here too, maybe even some progress pics later on too.

xoxo, 

viv <3

Wednesday

about me

 hi!! my name is vivienne, i'm 20 years old and this is my blog. i haven't decided much, but this is a space for me to post whatever i want. reviews, little essays, random thoughts, songs, media i'm currently loving, and whatever else i think of. i created this blog so i could have my own specially curated outlet where i could spill my guts and work on my writing!!  with my blog i hope to create a safe space for myself and anyone else who needs one :)


xoxo,

viv <3

                             

  
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